Boys boys boys

yes, they love the girls

just like they love stupid toys

Try to find the good ones

possibly even the right one

do my best to be a good girl

but all they want is a pet

find me one, just one I ask

that will not make me bleed.

I want personality

They want  sexuality

but really - that?

thats all they want from me?

feel the pleasure 
feel the burn
feel the pain
just dig it in
deeper, deeper
under your skin
push it through
push it below
push it out
lose your control
stronger, stronger
let them take the toll
force it up
force it over
force it under
swallow it down
faster, faster
just don't drown.

I'm one of those people
those creatures of the night
I stay up so late the time becomes insignificant
night runs into day runs into evening
and all the colors start to blur and fade
inside my mind, i hide a whirlwind
thoughts that twist and turn
thoughts that come out to play,
only under the cover of darkness
thoughts that could change the world
thoughts that make me feel alive
thoughts that could cure me
If only, someone else....
was awake to share them with.

I'm not going to make this review to long, but I just saw Adventureland and was just a little suprised at being the only group in the theater. The thing is directed and written by Greg Mottola, the director of Superbad. The main character in Adventureland is a lot like Michael Cera's character in Superbad. Much like Superbad it's based off of real life expieriences and when you watch it feels a lot less like a movie and a lot more like your hanging out with them.

color, sound, noise, thought
we control your alphabet
you're a single minded pawn
in our class of conformity
blinking lights, wailing speakers
we'll corrupt your innocense
plug our mic into your brain
feed you through those radio waves
we won't tell you what to feel
only how to think.

arm the world with callowness
battle against open-thought
paint the sky in intelligence
watch them with belligerence
bewilder the mindless
sophisticate the simple
tolerate the violence
speak against the voiceless
tell us we're powerless
remind us you're bigger
throw us to the brainless
but remember, we forfeited our ignorance

hahaha,
you make me laugh!
you stupid girl.
you ugly slut.
you think he wants you?
you think he loves you?
well, you got that first part right
he wants you, alright
he wants your body, bad.
the rest of you?
cut if off, ship it out
personality? who needs a girl with that.
just give him a cheap fuck.
And guess what?
you did.
hahaha.
you make me laugh!
you stupid girl.
you ugly slut.

From the time that I was two years old, I have been raised in a religious household. The religion that my family members adhere to, is not the most strict religion out there, but it certainly has it's guidelines, to say the very least.

 The Death of Free Thought